Comfort Zone

Takot akong umalis sa lugar na hindi nako nag gogrow kahit masaya..

Takot akong humakbang palayo,

Takot akong hindi maging komportable

Takot akong malaman kung may sagot paba sa mga tanong na,

"Saan ako pupunta, Lord?"

"Saan mo ako dadalhin?"

"May paglalagyan paba ako?"

"May tatanggap paba sa akin?"

"Huli naba ang lahat para magsimula ulit?

Pero mas nakakatakot palang lumingon sa mga bagay na hindi mo nagawa nung may pagkakataon kapa.

Mas nakakatakot palang makita yung lugar na dapat andun kadin. 

Mas nakakalungkot palang makita ang sarili mong nakatingin sa mga pangarap na dapat ay naabot mo kung hindi ka natakot.

At kung katulad mo din ako...

Gusto kong malaman mo na kasama mo si Lord sa lahat ng laban.
Alam nya kung saan ka dadalhin,
Alam nya kung para saan ka talaga, 
Alam nya kung saan ka may halaga. 

Alam nya ang sagot sa lahat at kung paano ka magsisimula ulit kahit ang ibigsabihin nito ay umalis kana sa lugar na hindi para sayo. 

Joshua 1:9 "Be strong and courageous; Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go".

Recruitment

When I went down to the 5th floor and saw the lobby I used to sit in for how many hours, 3 years ago —Patiently waiting for my name to be called. 

So many things had a flashback. I was the same girl signing a contract with so much joy, so much love in her eyes as this was also my answered prayer back then to be a part of the firm.

And today, as I smile looking at each corner. It reminds me that there's always hope and that there's no timeline if you want to go out and fight for your dreams.

To fight for what your heart longs, for whatever reason no matter how hard and how long the journey. You can always start all over again. 

I just can't imagine how blessed I am, going back to the places that made me realized how the Lord loves me to put me in a good situation to do and fulfill His own purpose for my life. —with so much grace. 

Lord, you have been so so good to me! Everything is embedded in my heart from day one up until the end of time. I am Forever Grateful!

SAPATOS

Nung bata ako iniisp ko kung ilan at kung gaano kaganda ang magiging sapatos ko. Nung nagkolehiyo ako wala akong ibang gustong isipin kung saan at kung gaano kalayo ang mararating nito.

As I look back on a memory lane, while walking tonight. Hindi mahalaga lahat ng mga pinlano at inisip ko noon para sa pansarili kong kagustuhan. 

Kung nasaan at kung ano ako ngayon ay hindi dahil sa ganda at dami ng sapatos ko o kung gaano kalayo na ang narating nito. Kundi, kung saan ako dinala at inilagay ng Panginoon, para sa kanyang Kaharian. Para sakanyang pangalan.

It is more than a crown knowing that wherever and whatever you are in, hindi man natin makita ang dulo nito. The Lord is always with you and you can never go wrong which path to take. As long as you walk by Faith.

2 Corinthians 5:7 “Indeed, our lives are guided by Faith, not by sight..”

YOU DON’T DESERVE A FLOWER

Maaring magiging masaya ka kung makatanggap ng mga gantong bagay. 
Sino ba namang hindi?

But let me tell you hindi dito nasusukat ang halaga mo bilang babae. BECAUSE YOU ARE MORE THAN THAT. Mahalaga kana bago pa may taong magpatunay sayo nun. Mahalaga kana dahil may taong unang nagmahal sayo –1 John 4:19

This thing is just temporary, nalalanta at nasisira. Yung feeling special makatanggap ay lumilipas at nawawala. You might get all the beautiful things this world could offer. You might be given all of that.. but if Jesus is not there. It won't make any sense.

May we all look for those Heavenly things that last forever because at the end of the day you don't deserve a flower that soon will fade.

I love flowers, anyway.

P.S Thankyou with all my heart!